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2004
12 months
11 countries
10 kilos of hoummus
9 festivals
8 rejections
7 revelations
6 new projects
5 postal addresses
4 mistakes
3 performances
2 new shows
1 software launch
0 new frocks
& countless wonderful friends & happy memories : )
current status: temporarily grounded
diagnosis: bionic hip required
forecast: good
advice: relax!
I began 2004 in Wellington, NZ, where on 9 January we launched UpStage,
new software that provides a web-based venue for cyberformance. No sooner
was this done than I said goodbye to my cat and my friends and boarded
a plane for Denmark and the Odin
Teatret, where I was attending the fourth Transit Festival. This festival
of women's performance is organised by Julia Varley roughly every three
years, in association with the Magdalena
Project. I attended a workshop taught by Julia and Sandra Pasini (Teatret
Om) and gave a presentation about my work.
Magdalena
festivals are intense experiences, with little time for sleeping in between
workshops, performances, discussions, meetings, reuinions, housework and
feasts. As well as being responsible for co-ordinating participant access
to email, I became a gatherer of digital photos and spent many hours at
the end of the festival burning cds. After 10 days of early starts and
late nights, and with a brain swollen with inspiration, I headed to London
where I was to apartment-sit in Paddington for a month. For the first
week, I didn't go outside other than for essential supplies. The white
bed in a small, white room was the perfect haven in which to rest and
digest.
But this time of peace was not to last. I had barely caught up on sleep
and emails when I was plunged back into the hectic pace of life. Avatar
Body Collision was devising a new show as well as beginning
to work with UpStage, I had several friends to catch up with and I also
needed to earn some money. In between rehearsals, I gave lectures at Goldsmiths
University (London) and Aberystwyth University (Wales) and taught a one-day
workshop with Karla at Manchester Metropolitan University. Just to complicate
things, a key fell off my keyboard and I had to go through a convoluted
process to get a new one under warranty. A free replacement keyboard was
provided, but unless I wanted to spend hours travelling across London,
its installation was my job. The phone technician assured me it was straightforward,
and the instructions looked simple enough - until I realised that they
were not for a laptop that had had a wireless card installed, with miniature
screws, over the place where the keyboard cable plugs in. This held me
up for as long as it took to borrow a miniscule screwdriver from a passing
fairy and get the itsy-bitsy screws out. I felt quite proud of myself
when I finally put my laptop back together and IT WORKED!
There
were many pleasures during this time in London, not least of all spending
time with my wonderful friends. There was a talk by Erik Davies, author
Techgnosis; a
free seat in the director's box at the National Theatre for "His
Dark Materials", the epic stage adaptation of the Philip Pullman
trilogy; visits to the Tate
and the ICA and dinner
with the Furtherfield
family; and I was a volunteer programme-seller at the International Women's
Day performance of the Vagina
Monoglues. I also made excursions to Exeter and Wales. When Avatar
Body Collision premiered our new show, "Lagging with the Lololols",
at the Virtual
Minds Congress (Bremen, Germany, 12 March), I was performing at Karla's
desk in Deptford, Vicki was performing from New Zealand and for the first
time we had two performers on stage - both Karla and Leena were physically
present on stage in Bremen. Another first - there were NO technical problems
during the show. The down-side of this was that the audience had trouble
believing that Vicki and I were performing in real-time, and not pre-recorded;
technical hitches and glitches make the liveness riskiness of our shows
more apparent.
After
the show, I headed for Belgrade, to Antonella's
studio where we planned to develop our Inanna
project with video artist Vesna Tokin. This was my fourth visit to Belgrade
and it felt like coming home. I was happily reunited with my friends at
Dah Teatar, Zene na
delu and Rex Cultural Centre.
My arrival in Serbia coincided with a fresh burst of violence in Kosovo,
which saw the few remaining Serbian families forced out of that area.
I had the opportunity to see how this was portrayed in both Western and
Serbian media - the one focussing on the burning of a single mosque in
Belgrade, and the other focussing on the UN's inability to prevent the
burning of Serbian churches and homes in Kosovo.
During April I lead a double life, working in Belgrade on funding proposals
for Inanna and assisting Antonella with her studio renovations, while
online I was busy working with the Colliders on our first show using UpStage
- DTN2.
This was a development of themes from an earlier anti-war show, Dress
The Nation, which had been staged in The Palace. Despite starting
out with the intention of reworking an existing show, we ended up creating
a new show, as we were working with new software and that required a rethinking
of many things - not just technical elements but also how to incorporate
the online audience in the new role that UpStage gave them.
DTN2
was presented on May 9th at Machinista
Festival, Glasgow. I was performing from Rex - where the broadband
internet is usually more reliable than the studio dial-up; Antonella and
Zoe were nearby watching the performance on another computer. Their frequent
bursts of laughter assured me that the show was going well, although technical
problems at the festival meant that we couldn't give the live performance
that was meant to accompany the show. Karla, on site in Glasgow, had to
go to a friend's house to perform online.
I then headed to Zagreb, and the FAKI
Festival, where I gave an UpStage workshop and assisted Zoe and Lori
with their crazy comedy show "Transkuhinski Raj". Zagreb is
the capital of Croatia, wedged between Germanic Europe and the wild Balkans;
the young anarchists there were going through a Balkan phase - enamoured
of everything Serbian, even turbo-folk music. Outside the festival, I
had a bit of a nosey round the city and caught up with net.artist Maya
Kalogera, who gave me a personal guided tour of some of her work.
My next foray out of Belgrade was to Novi Sad for the Transeuropean
Picnic. This was held to mark the accession of ten new countries to
the European Union - of which Serbia was NOT one, but neighbouring Hungary
and former Yugoslavian Slovenia were. The event was a gathering of artists
and thinkers, one of these great Serbian events where everything is free,
programmes are guidelines only, and you can never be quite sure what's
going to happen next. During the opening, I was listening to speaker after
speaker from Eastern European countries talk about Europe and the European
Union, and contemplating the fact that I was one of the few non-Europeans
here, and most definitely the only New Zealander - when a woman approached
me with a quizzical look on her face and asked, "Helen?"
I
knew that I knew her but at first I couldn't think who it was, as that
this was not someone I expected to see in Serbia. It was Caroline McCaw,
who had been editor of Critic
the year after I was President of the Otago
University Students' Association, and who is now lecturing at the
School of Design.
This happy and unexpected reunion meant that neither of us mixed as much
as we would have with the other participants, but spent a lot of time
together going "do you remember ... ?" and I had the opportunity
to catch up on local New Zealand news such as the intricacies of the seabed
and foreshore controversy. We didn't completely ignore the others at the
picnic, and met interesting artists from Georgia, Hungary, Bulgaria, Romania,
Turkey and Holland.
Back
in Belgrade, my New Zealand flatmate Jessica arrived to study with Dah
Teater at their annual summer school. I enjoyed playing the local and
showing her around, but only for a few days as I was off again - this
time to the Porsgrunn International
Theatre Festival in Norway for the launch of Magdalena Norway. The
festival was also an opportunity to progress the work on the new
Magdalena Project web site with Jill, and an added bonus was a visit
from my old friend Zab who lives in southern Sweden. The PIT Festival,
in its tenth year, began with a parade of hundreds of dressed-up local
school children and featured a lot of circus, clown and street theatre.
Circus Ronaldo
was one of the highlights of the festival for me, along with a couple
of street performers in nice white undies - no idea who they were or where
they were from but they were completely hilarious.
After Porsgrunn, and a couple of days in Oslo with Miff, Terije &
Georgi, I returned to Belgrade via Amsterdam and Brussels. This wasn't
the most direct route, but it meant I got to hang out with friends in
those cities, who treated me to a Pixies concert and gave me my first
experience of Brussels. Knowing nothing about this city other than it's
where all the European Union bureaucracy happens, I was pleasantly surprised
by Brussel's art nuveau architecture and hospitable inhabitants. I checked
out the Belgian Center for Comic Strip Art, a fantastic flea market and
the cafe on the roof of the Museum of Musical Instruments.
I
returned to Belgrade for a hot, wet summer and the Eclectic
Tech Carnival, a hands-on computer festival for women organised by
Gender Changers.
As well as teaching an UpStage workshop and performing "swim",
I attended as many of the other workshops that I could and trained my
web cam on the action for some of the group who weren't in Belgrade but
joined us online. It was an intense and empowering week, with activities
from taking the guts out of computers and putting them back in again to
occupying a central city park for several hours for a girls' night out
of beer, paddling and talking. I got to play the local again as I helped
to shepherd guests from Greece, Holland, Germany and Spain around the
kafanas and tourist attractions. Away from the computers, we saw Stella
Chiweshe perform outdoors in Kalemagden (part of the BELEF Summer
Festival) and went night-swimming on Ada.
The end of the /etc coincided with the beginning of the PGA (People's
Global Action) conference, which some of the /etc women were staying
on for. I was too festivalled-out to attend, but I got to hear about it
and reconnected with one of the organisers, who I knew from years ago
in Dunedin. The final night of the PGA was an on-again-off-again screening
of an illegal pre-release copy of "Fahrenheit
9/11", which never eventuated - but instead a happy mob spilled
out from the Studenski Kultural Centar (SKC) and onto the main street,
stopping traffic with drumming, fire-juggling and a celebratory atmosphere.
An elderly woman passer-by who asked me what was happening was delighted
by the mood of the crowd and the idea that this was a party, not a demonstration.
All this time I had been continuing to work with Antonella and Vesna
on our Inanna project: we had spent hours planning, researching, gathering
material, writing funding proposals and trying to make our computers talk
to each other; we had had meetings with important people, made models
and mock-ups, and explored caves on field-trips. But despite having a
date and venue to present the work in August, we hadn't succeeded in getting
any funding for the project and it was impossible to realise it with absolutely
no budget. We had to accept that we would not be able to do it this year.
For me, this meant that my main reason for being in Belgrade was, temporarily,
over.
I
was a bit exhausted from travel, festivals, rejection letters and hip
pain, and facing yet another birthday. A rare rain-free day was arranged
and I was joined by friends for a picnic in the park (Belgrade is blessed
with some excellent parks). Then I said a reluctant ka kite, videmo se,
see you again, and with some difficulty forced everything into my suitcases.
Milica helped me onto a train bound for Ljulbljana, where I spent a relaxing
few days with friends before heading for Munich. More relaxing was in
store for me here, including an alpine excursion and great quantities
of good food, good beer, great company and at last seeing "Fahrenheit
9/11". My train journey onwards to Amsterdam was uneventful, despite
a person under a train at Munich Hauptbanhoff just before I left and a
late-running train nearly making me miss my connection in Coln. Like every
traveller's nightmare, I heard the guard blow his whistle and saw the
train doors close just as I reached them. To my relief, the guard saw
me and made the train wait a few seconds longer.
While
staying with Brenda, Jane and Jesse in Amsterdam, I did some web site
testing work and a performance slot for the Dissension
Convention, organised by Furtherfield. This involved a steep learning
curve in using the FurtherStudio software and preparing for a 3 hour live
gig with Colliders Karla and Vicki, and net.artist Bea Gibson. The gig,
part of a series of protest events around the USA Republican Party Convention
at the end of August, went reasonably well, although I didn't feel like
I had enough material to keep it interesting for the live audience for
3 hours. Some of that audience were right in front of me, as Brenda's
flash new modem meant several laptops could be online at once (although
it possibly slowed things down for us).
From
Amsterdam, I returned to London, to Karla's warm family home in Deptford.
This was to be my base from which I bounced off to Dublin (Kushla's 30th
and the Dublin Fringe),
York (social), Manchester (meeting with CAN
to set up an online UpStage workshop), Wales (completing the Magdalena
Project web site), and finally Trondheim. Karla and I had hoped to find
some time to devote to Avatar Body Collision work, but the reality
was that with my travels and her work and family commitments, there was
only time for a few long evenings talking over bottles of wine.
Trondheim Matchmaking
"is a meeting point to present innovative ideas and artistic projects,
a place to ensure and develop competence and resources within new technology
and electronic arts", organised by TEKS (Trondheim Electronic Arts
Centre). It was great event, and I've written more about it for in an
article for Furtherfield (online soon). As well as the festival itself,
I was able to continue my Magdalena networking, staying with Eva who I'd
met in Porsgrunn, and having dinner with Coby and Jaap from Teatret
Fusentast. I also made a connection with Letizia Jaccheri, who teaches
an interdisciplinary course at Trondheim University and will propose UpStage
to her students as a group project.
Back in London I managed to see a couple more friends and attend the
opening of Furtherfield's gallery HTTP,
where I finally had the pleasure of meeting Neil Jenkins, who had been
the technician for the first Colliders' show back in 2002. Then I had
to focus on packing and working out the best way to get from Deptford
to Heathrow. I opted for the bus as it was a minumum of changes and stairs,
and as I hadn't travelled this way before I got to see some new sights
through the drizzly twilight as I took my leave.
And now? I'm sitting in the drizzly New Zealand summer, with my cat on
my lap and some old vinyl on the turntable, contemplating what lies ahead
for 2005 and enjoying simple pleasures such as waking up in the same bed,
same city, same country each morning.
It's good to stop sometimes.
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